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Your Booty Call Is Your Best Bud: The Ups And Downs Of F*cking A Friend

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While reading, you can also listen to this song:


See, that’s the thing about being in a relationship. You always think about the happiness of your partner. I saw this article and it reminded me of yesterday. Hun and I were just talking about this things. Looking back to when we started, it made me realize, we were good without each other. But now that we have each other, we are at our best together.

10 Definitive Ways to tell you are in love with the right someone

I love this relationship because it makes me a better person. – Gab to Ney

What I love about having my alone time is when I get to read short but a very good article I can find in my Facebook Newsfeed.

10 Things a guy would know he’s dating a WOMAN and not a girl.

Right. Just like every woman who needs a MAN,and not a BOY who thinks he already can.


Ios8 update didn’t go along well with WordPress. I had to delete and reinstall the application so I can annoy you reading my blogs again.

Anyways. Since I am back.. I have Shortlist of my To Do’s.

I will travel again.
The last time was July and it’s almost the end of the year and I still have no place to go. I am undecided and my budget isn’t cooperating at all.

I will read my nth book.
This year has been tough. I have been loaded with tons of work in the office, I am a mother, and a girlfriend. I have social life and activities, I have an active lifestyle. But these things won’t stop me from reading. Reading has always been part of me.

I will be a good follower of God.

Yes. I am a baby Christian.

I will stop smoking.
I am a baby Christian and I will submit fully. I hope there’s an easy way to break up with vices.

I will spend more time in the library with my two favorite kids.
Yes. I have one favorite seven year old daughter and a favorite four year old son.

All these and more. Ciao.


For today’s service Brothers and Sisters, We tackled about the next generations. The youth in our present times.

1. Pray for the next generation.
2. Dedicate the next generation to God.
3. Mentor the next generation.

So the picture attached here is my note about todays message. We love to do things our way, little do we know that one of the kids look up to us and may be, just maybe, we influence them. In order for us to have a better future, we always do what works for us.

The kids might be the next politician, the next Doctor, or whatever the endeavor may be, we should consecrate oursleves first before God. Then the next generation will follow our footsteps and be just like us.

I am a mother of 2 and I want them to serve God and have faith so as to move mountains.

I want them to be good and be that as their lifestyle. I want kindness to be their religion and God their hero, their strenght.

I want them to do best in whatever they choose to become someday. I am definitely not a good example. So please help me God.

I will end this message in a prayer.

I pray to you Lord God, my savior, to help me be the best example for everyone to see. Be my eyes when I can’t see rightly. Be my feet when I can’t walk away from evil. Be my mind when I think I cannot get through a battle, remind me that I can and my faith is strong,no one can defeat me. Be my heart when I can’t love the unlovable. Help me forgive. Help me forget. Help me to be strong. I pray this in humility, in faith. I will believe in your will. I will believe in your words. I will live in accordance to Your will. In Your name, Jesus. Amen.

It’s ok to get mad sometimes.
It’s ok to feel lost somewhere.
It’s ok to curse somehow.
If only for a moment,
You feel the anguish of heart.

You just got to be so sure you won’t feel the same over and over for the same reason.



You know what I hate most about my friend, Mark?

It’s when he ambushes me. He keeps on dragging me to a cozy place like Starbs.

I am like “Great! Here comes the spending much more than what should be moment again!”

I can only hate him so much, you know.
But since he’s the only friend I have. I mean. Closest among all the others. What else can I do?

Am I stuck here?

I can’t believe I am saying this in blog. But this disturbing thought keeps hunting me.

So I guess I’ll rant. Don’t worry readers. We’re close enough to understand that this is us when we hate each other. He’ll understand.

As a matter of fact, he’s beside me.
And before I publish this, he knows already! πŸ˜›

So hey, it’s rest day again. My long wait is over. ( For the days I have been longing since Sunday!) You have no idea.

I have listed the things I will make sure to accomplish.

To watch movies. thank heaven for the movies I downloaded on a website. All HD.

The Book Thief. I hate to say it, but I wasn’t able to watch it on the big screen. Not to mention that I haven’t read the book yet.

Non Stop. I’ve heard a lot of good reviews about the movie so why not add it. I have it downloaded anyways.

300 Rise of an Empire. I am not a fan of violence or whatsoever but I’m a fan of sexy body. Goodness gracious, that Sullivan Stapleton and his amorous body. So hawt! hot!

Unfaithful. It’s a 2002 movie about married couple. A New York suburban couple’s marriage goes dangerously awry when the wife indulges in an adulterous fling. Sounds fun!


That’s about it for my A-List.
I’m still going to read books. On my list: If I stay by Gayle Forman, The Kiss by Daniel Steel.

And maybe that’s just it for now.
I still have a life to live outside my comfort home, I am going to have dinner with friends and family.

Sundays, of all days! I will attend the service. I’m kind of excited because we have a new series. Plus Pastor Jeff never fails to make me so happy, enlightened and fulfilled.



Ever had that feeling when you thought things are irreversible? And you get depressed and lonely.

Ever wonder why it didn’t work? You get broken and sad.
Ever made a fool of yourself and it’s irrevocable?

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it’s stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you’re the problem and you can’t feel

Try this on, straightjacket feeling
So maybe I won’t be alone
Take back now, my life you’re stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today, I’m fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
Off a list of others, you don’t make sense
Beg me time and time again
To take you back now, but you can’t win
Take back now, my life you’re stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today, I’m fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me again

But today, I’m fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I’m holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
And just the thought of you I fear
It falls away

The ticket.

The Food with the ticket.

So after days spent reading the book, The Fault in our Stars has finally come to life. Not that I am a big fan of tragedy or epic love story but I loved how the story made me believe in possibilities of forever. Forever doesn’t mean to be together always. But to be there with each other whatever comes.

The story of Augustus and Hazel Grace made me believe in love again.
Although I don’t have special someone to call. It made me feel special in my own way. This is an eye opener. A story that most people will embrace. Worth sharing.

It’s another story of love. Sickness. Depression. How two sick people love beyond any circumstances.

Indeed one of the best.

Here are some of the quotes from the book.

β€œYou don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world…but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices.”
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

β€œThere are infinite numbers between 0 and 1. There’s .1 and .12 and .112 and an infinite collection of others. Of course, there is a bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2, or between 0 and a million. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities. A writer we used to like taught us that. There are days, many of them, when I resent the size of my unbounded set. I want more numbers than I’m likely to get, and God, I want more numbers for Augustus Waters than he got. But, Gus, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn’t trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I’m grateful.”
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars