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The best day of my life is today. I must say. Because today, I was able to let myself be freed from something that keeps burdening me.

Not that I am not grateful for my life or my career but there are moments in life when we have to let go of the things that weighs us down.

It was a bit sad and scary at the same time. Sad because for 4 years, I have been working with people I considered my second family and scary because I am not sure of what is going to happen next.

All I know is that, I woke up one day and I just knew right then and there that this is what I want.

Only hoping for the best now.



I could never cheat on anyone. It’s the type of mistake and wrong doing that I couldn’t live with. Knowing that you destroyed someone’s trust is bad, but destroying someone’s perspective on love is far worse.

To you,

I know we tend to be vulnerable at times. We are fragile even. It doesn’t change the fact that we can become powerful too.

First, I am sorry that I am hating you as of this writing. Because of you, the man I love has no believe in love and what joy it can bring to our lives. He would not believe in the goodness of having someone taking care of him. He is too mad and too strong. He is capable of not caring at all. He is selfish that it breaks my heart to pieces.

I may not know the reason why you left him. But it turned the man I love to something that gives pain into my chest. I know it isn’t fair to blame you, but you are still the reason why he would not trust again. 

Or maybe not.

I have been thinking about it lately. Maybe, it isn’t because of you that he doesn’t want to love again. Maybe, I am not the one who would make him feel alive again. Maybe, I am not enough for him.

Maybe, he meant well. Maybe, he was just too nice.

I was loving him in silence hoping that he’d wake up one day realizing that he loves me and everything is worth-risking. 

See, that’s the thing about being in a relationship. You always think about the happiness of your partner. I saw this article and it reminded me of yesterday. Hun and I were just talking about this things. Looking back to when we started, it made me realize, we were good without each other. But now that we have each other, we are at our best together.

10 Definitive Ways to tell you are in love with the right someone

I love this relationship because it makes me a better person. – Gab to Ney


It was never a long time when I was such a wreck. But God is just so good to give me wonderful people who I can rely on. People who loves how bubbly I can get sometimes. And hates how I screw things sometimes. They never leave me whatever I decide to do. They support good things. They detest bad decisions. They are my family and home away from home.



When someone steals your Goddess moment. Sucks right?
Epic Fail!



After a while, I get to talk to my “old friend”.

Surprisingly, he kept our old messages. Even the heartbreaking ones.

I was so harsh and I cannot believe I sent those messages to him. He was so nice and good to me. I didn’t know why we fell apart. (Or I guess I didn’t bother to figure out why.)

I was such a terrible liar. You know you are when it’s not your ( thing) hobby.

I only do it to protect things or people from knowing the truth that will crush them.

If it’s gonna hurt. I’d rather not talk about it. Or I’d lie. What is so wrong with me?

The sad part is, we get to talk about it and I don’t know if it’s the moment of truth or confrontation. Or how do you call a conversation that has something to do with your past relationship? Silly.

I forgot all the things I’ve said to him, probably because none of ’em were true.

Either I was trying to ditch get rid of him, or I was just so paranoid.

If there’s one thing. I will never lie again. I was caught red-handed and I don’t wanna be in the same  spot like that again! Such a terrible feeling.

You know when you really wanna explain yourself to him. But you can’t remember anything. I don’t know what to say! Sucks.

I totally lost it.

But at least he’s happy with his life now.

He wouldn’t have found his “girl” if not because of that or if we had done it differently.



Who would dare miss it for the world?
Obviously, not me.

I went out on a date with my two good friends.
They are couple and I looked like a chaperone.
But since they are the only ones I can watch this movie with,
I didn’t mind for a second.

So, Stoick was dead in the movie. The mother is still alive after 20years of disappearing. Toothless became the Alpha. Hiccup is now the chief.

I guess they’ll have part 3 of this movie. Who knows.
But the adventure, fun and excitement while watching it was there.
The movie is good for everyone.

No dull moments. The baby dragons were so cute.

I recommend it for everyone who has kids. They’ll love it for sure.

I was not a natural. . . . This is the story of becoming . . . the Hard Way.”
― Cressida Cowell, How to Train Your Dragon



You know what I hate most about my friend, Mark?

It’s when he ambushes me. He keeps on dragging me to a cozy place like Starbs.

I am like “Great! Here comes the spending much more than what should be moment again!”

I can only hate him so much, you know.
But since he’s the only friend I have. I mean. Closest among all the others. What else can I do?

Am I stuck here?

I can’t believe I am saying this in blog. But this disturbing thought keeps hunting me.

So I guess I’ll rant. Don’t worry readers. We’re close enough to understand that this is us when we hate each other. He’ll understand.

As a matter of fact, he’s beside me.
And before I publish this, he knows already! 😛



Erotic. Steamy yet fascinating. The words are deliberately sophisticated. You hear the man side and the woman side. You’ll see the difference. Wow. I even allowed zero destruction til I get to the end of the page.



June 6, 2014

“For we are God’s masterpiece.
He has created us anew in Christ Jesus,
so we can do the good things
He planned for us long ago.”
(Ephesians 2:10, NLT)

I am such a bad friend because I forgot the day of his birthday and that I have to be reminded of such. But anyways, we had come up with a decision that we’re going out to eat in a buffet with our friend Ann.

Tick Tock
It’s 8am and we had to wait til it’s 11. We went to Starbucks, which by the way, is almost an extension of our workplace because we go there all the time.

We had a cup of coffee and pc of cakes. It’s a free one for Mark’s birthday. After an hour, headed to SM Megamall.

Vikings that is!