Posts Tagged ‘Dating’

I could never cheat on anyone. It’s the type of mistake and wrong doing that I couldn’t live with. Knowing that you destroyed someone’s trust is bad, but destroying someone’s perspective on love is far worse.

To you,

I know we tend to be vulnerable at times. We are fragile even. It doesn’t change the fact that we can become powerful too.

First, I am sorry that I am hating you as of this writing. Because of you, the man I love has no believe in love and what joy it can bring to our lives. He would not believe in the goodness of having someone taking care of him. He is too mad and too strong. He is capable of not caring at all. He is selfish that it breaks my heart to pieces.

I may not know the reason why you left him. But it turned the man I love to something that gives pain into my chest. I know it isn’t fair to blame you, but you are still the reason why he would not trust again. 

Or maybe not.

I have been thinking about it lately. Maybe, it isn’t because of you that he doesn’t want to love again. Maybe, I am not the one who would make him feel alive again. Maybe, I am not enough for him.

Maybe, he meant well. Maybe, he was just too nice.

I was loving him in silence hoping that he’d wake up one day realizing that he loves me and everything is worth-risking. 

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“But when the strong were too weak to hurt the weak, the weak had to be strong enough to leave.” — Milan Kundera

Say Something I’m giving up on you.
I’ll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere I would’ve followed you
Say something, I’m giving up on you

And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all

And I will stumble and fall
I’m still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

Say something, I’m giving up on you
I’m sorry that I couldn’t get to you
Anywhere I would’ve followed you
Say something, I’m giving up on you

And I will swallow my pride
You’re the one that I love
And I’m saying goodbye

Say something, I’m giving up on you
And I’m sorry that I couldn’t get to you
And anywhere I would’ve followed you (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
Say something, I’m giving up on you

Say something, I’m giving up on you
Say something…

What a sad song.

Gab to Ney: Have you gone to the future?
Ney to Gab: Nope. But I have come to realize that we can only hold on to people for a period of time. Then things happen. It changes everything. The next thing you know, you are done with them. One wins, one loses.

Gab to Ney: Does it always have to be that way, Hun?
Ney to Gab: What Hun?
Gab to Ney: Don’t you think it’s ridiculous to even think one wins and one loses when two people break up?
Ney to Gab: Well. People have different perspective on things and who am I to judge? Sometimes, it’s better to live it at that. So as for us, never, ever suggest a break up no matter how hard it gets sometimes. There’s got to be a way through it, right?

Gab to Ney: Lets put it this way. You were a kid and you had to learn how to brush your teeth. As an amateur, you hit your gums, so hard you had to cry your heart out. But it didn’t stop you from brushing your teeth. Same goes with everything, I guess. I know your mood can get to worst, and you always think and you never stop thinking but it doesn’t stop me from accepting that it is always a part of what I loved about you. It’s your totality. It’s the best and the worst of times hun.

Ney to Gab: You really know how to say things in a way I’d have mental orgasms. And I love you so much for that.

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Gabriel to Ney: We held hands. And it was the first time someone left something that makes my heart smile every effin time I remember..

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I can’t seem to find the right words for the title. But I love this line of Miss Iza Calzado in Starting Over Again.

I find it very relatable and sweet. I thought I can share it with everyone. 🙂